It’s always darkest before the dawn. That’s how it feels when you can’t sleep. I’m hoping the pain in my arm is just natural after a visit to the doctor. Since I decided to trip and fall earlier today, I’m assuming the pain inducing jerk from the fall is what is also keeping me wide awake. It is 3:00 am and there is no way I can sleep, unfortunately between the pain and trouble finding a comfortable way to lay down there is just no way I can fall to sleep, I assumed it meant I should get my feelings down, if not that I was hoping it would make me sleepy enough I would then be able to go to sleep.
I don’t know if after seeing the doctor today and him having manipulated my arms in all different directions that it isn’t used to, having been in its nice safe cocoon of a sling for six weeks that may have exacerbated it and hopefully this pain is just natural.
Worries are always worse at night, your mind imagines things. Of course I’m imagining all kinds of bad things, thinking maybe I hurt myself when I fell because the pain is the worst it’s been in a while which is kind of funny, right after I was just saying, (read earlier blog) how wonderful I felt when I had awakened this morning. Damn! Thank you Spooky for being a “needy, demanding” cat! He’s the reason I got up and tripped and fell!
So, I’m blogging and watching late, late, late night TV. It’s pretty horrible at this hour. There are really bottom of the barrel commercials between the repeat news shows. Otherwise you can watch infomercials and be tempted to buy things that in no other time of your life would you buy, but when they drone on and on, you for some reason are hypnotized into thinking of buying them at 3:00 am. It makes no sense, unless they are using subliminal messages.
If you choose the depressing news, you’ll hear all the bad news to start your day in the early am knowing how gas has gone up 33 cents in the last 2 weeks because of speculators and Libya. How Obama is still messing up, how we’re STILL not drilling here in America, how the markets are EMOTIONAL, and life goes on and we’re screwed!
Other than that have a Good Day!